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Now, I mean this, this block-thing seems to be huge. Bigger than usually anyways. You know, I personally don't like it very much, when people are rambling bout the artist blocks all the time.
But I feel like doing so right now. No hard feeling against your surely-already-spammed-inboxes, but I really feel like sharing this with you.

First of all, my procrastination's been always a big-ass issue for me. But usually, it was about school and such lame and boring matters. Now it's mostly about art. I mean, yeah, sure, I've always been late when it came to requests and all those things. And things I wanted to draw. But those "ideas" don't exist anymore. There's no "I'll do it later." Because there's nothing to do later. I don't get ideas at all. And all those (few) I've ever had, they all seem to be disappearing. Slowly, but surely.

I'm not into anything anymore. No fandom. And yet I watched few awesome things this summer.
ATLA, that deserves much more than those few crappy things I've done. But I've never gotten around to draw anything more, and I'm afraid I never will.
Samurai Champloo. One amazing show. Like, really, one of the best ones. I was glued to the pc screen those few days, during which I watched it. And I loved every second of it. Still, no picture of that anime in my gallery. Will there ever be some? I doubt that.
Darker than Black, no pic yet, either. Yet, I "hope" to draw something (possibly) after watching the second season.
New South Park episodes. Awesome season, btw! Yet, no art, no inspiration. Nothing.

My South Park fanfiction I was writing like mad around this time last year? Nothing. I mean seriously. I wanted to finish that thing so much. I still want to. But I don't seem to believe in it anymore.
I miss writing it. I really do. I realized only today how much could I have already have done, if I'd have kept up working on it. If I wouldn't have just given up back then in spring. (It's not really that I gave up on it, it was some massive writer's block, which is, imo, much harder to overcome than those art-blocks.)
I still sorta kinda want to believe I'll get back to writing again. I dunno, but angst created with words seems to be stronger. And, you know me and angst. So yeah, I hope to get back to that stuff.

My original-kind-of-comic-idkwhat-thing. Yeah, I'm stuck there, too. I was surprised when I started enjoying drawing and writing my own characters (they always used to be just a burden for me), but it didn't last long. I "hope" to do smth about that, too.

So, yeah, that would be it. If you see me, you have my permission to kick me (if your boots won't be too muddy) and tell me I have to write again. (I don't care that much about drawing last days. Nah, meh.)

Procrastination level - 100%


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